Wednesday, September 28, 2016

Its About time

The clock is ticking ! 
I am waiting for that perfect day when I first realize that i am going to have you 
I know you are nearby 
waiting for me to invite you in my life
I know lot needs to be done
I know probably you wouldn't like my current life style 
Probably you would want me to change 
and for good...
I know it will happen at its own time 
I will make you happy and never let you cry 
You will fulfill many a dreams 
when you arrive....
You will make this house, a home 

But I am scared ......
I dont know if I can really do it 
If I can do it well 

I don't even know what kind of relationship will that be 
for I no longer will be a kid that I feel I am...
You know, I will lose my insanely protected shell to you :P

But I guess I can let go of that shell 
coz you will be my Armour 

The Virtual Life

A random thought dedicated to our virtual life ..the addiction to mobile and computer...

ज़िन्दगी इन डब्बों के आगे यूँ बांध सी गयी है। 
मौत आयी तो जिस्म जायेगा, रूह यहिं पड़ी रहेगी । 

Thursday, July 17, 2014

My Anchor in the Sea

Here I am, Standing on the sand

Loosing my ground, with every wave

The time is flying by, no moment to rejoice

I wonder what I was and what were my dreams

Being carried away in a furious stream 

Everybody is in a hurry, not a helping hand 

And then I look at you, My hope in despair, My Anchor in the Sea

Do you feel the same about me ? 


Tuesday, July 15, 2014

Married and at peace =)

I bid goodbye to the demon called matrimonial search a few months back and entered the most glorified (?) or rather most dreaded (by the husbands) arena of life. Yess ! Got Married ... 19th May it was. And I will be lying if I say I din't have the pre- wedding jitters. My Sisters and my best friend are a testimony to that.

While I was battling between the strong urge to cry and hide and fear of spoiling my makeup by doing so; Mr A had arrived the marriage venue and calmly taken his place at the center stage. (Wait till you hear his side of the story :P)
I was shaking and wanting a jaadu ki jhappi from my friend who was dere for me :D. I took my bridal steps with less grace and more fear ... and finally became Mrs A

But ever since then all I have felt is happiness and serene peacefulness :)
Mr A is nearly Mr P (Perfect) and I can not help but smile when ever I think of him, even in the busiest hours of my day

My KungFu Panda ........ich liede dich ! :D .

Friday, April 18, 2014

Torn between bad choices !

Finally elections has arrived. Even before BJP conceived the idea of NaMo, the undercurrents were rife and the storm was slowly building. The chant was just in the nascent phase and gradually it picked up. The moment BJP announced NaMo, he became indispensable for the people of India ... NaMo for change ! Vote for BJP ! Abki Bar Modi Sarkar ! 
Well when the storm passes and the dust settle down, will the real appear till then.. it will continue, every joke, every sms, every gossip, office talks, chai breaks NaMo will remain the Hot Cup!  

Clearly India is stirred and desperate for change. Change form Congress. Change from Inflation, Change from Bad Infrastructure, Change form miserable living standards, Change form Shameless violation of women safety.Change from blatant Corruption, but all said and done are we really taking a step towards that change ? Well clearly thats what we think we are doing ! 

I on the other hand feel that people of India are torn between bad choices. On one hand there is Congress, (I dont wanna waste my time and energy here in describing this thing ) and on the other hand there is BJP. So what r we gonna do ? Choose the lesser of the two evils ! 

Yess! that is exactly we are doing and that is exactly what we continue to do ! When it comes to talk big, we do, when it comes to play blame games , oh! how we love it ! But when some one steps up and decides to take up the challenge? We pull that person down! and How ! 
We talk about second chances ?? to whom ? Congress ?? how many chances exactly have we given to the biggest shit hole party of India ? innumerable. How many chances have we given to Big Jokers party of India ?? .. Oh you all know very well ! But we dare not give a second chance to someone who might be a Drama queen ! Might be a loser but, could have been THE BEGINNING OF A CHANGE! 

Yes ! We are suffering from a HEARD MENTALITY! We clearly do not know the importance of people and people's voice in a democracy !We do not even know if we have a voice. So when some one from among us stands on the podium and says ."I ask you, people of India"! We get scared, really scared. We hide in our shells, we laugh at the fool. We do not know how to demand cause over the years we have only learnt to meekly submit and accept 

 Because we have been led by a class of people who don't even have a proper school education. Who cant even write their names on paper. We have been traded and used time and again for the benefit of a few clever minds. We have been shushed by force or by false hopes. We have been bribed with alcohol and free food. We have been made to believe in an illusion called development, and when all this did not work, we have been used as a religious weapon! All on the whims and fancies of the so called leaders of India. 

This time again we have been beguiled by a Mirage, an illusion of development and change, an illusion called NaMo. The truth behind it no body knows, no body has seen. We are riding a wave, we are intoxicated with the image. 

It takes courage to accept the responsibility of your country ! No body is ready to do that. 
We Blame each other but we need to remember, Change starts form you ! 

I don not say vote for the A B or C of politics. Choice is yours, but understand that we have a voice. We are not the slaves we were 50 years ago !

We are free. The only thing missing is the free will ! free spirit and the need to feel it